Plain Tumblr Themes

Just a 22 year old figuring out life. Currently living in Peoria Heights, IL with two cats. Hoping to one day become an Occupational Therapist.

Love is worth the pain.

Love is worth the pain.

princecharmingtobe:

convenientlyrad:

accidentally laughing at something that’s really bad or offensive

image

image

candiedmoon:

just finished up some holographic bat beanie orders! order yours at http://www.bubblegumplanet.storenvy.com!

candiedmoon:

just finished up some holographic bat beanie orders! order yours at http://www.bubblegumplanet.storenvy.com!

chapsnats:

u may now high five the bride

How do you tell your ex friend/boyfriend/fiancé/lover that you messed up and that you still love them? He moved on, he loves your best friend, your worst nightmare came true. How do you tell the man that you tore down day after day that you love him when all you did was prove the opposite? How do you approach someone after you were selfish and destructive? I guess you don’t. How do I tell him that the man that I dated after him, the man that I lived with, the man that I treated right although he did not deserve it, was really a rebound gone too far? How do I tell him that if given the chance I would give him the world? I don’t. He moved on. Your own needs and wants don’t trump his dreams, family, and goals. I don’t deserve his love. I don’t get that chance, I had it and threw it away. I didn’t appreciate or even understand what I had when I had it. How do I ever show him that my needs changed and turned into what he was already giving me? I changed and that changed came in the form of what he provided. What I want is what he gave but I didn’t realize it at the time. I needed time but I instead ruined the best friendship of my life besides Genna and David of course. I guess the biggest gesture of love I can give him is to do nothing at all. He needs to focus on his dream which you already ruined, his family needs him which you kept him from, his heart needs an actual woman, which you never could be when it counted. Love is funny like that, it comes and grows at the wrong times. Or maybe it is the right time and I need to walk away with this as a lesson. But deep down I still mean what I told him that day when going to church, that he is the one. I smiled on the drive because deep down I knew we would one day end up together. That I had hope and knew he was my true love. The times have changed now and his heart has found another. I guess although he is my person, I need to accept the fact that I ruined my chance at being his person. His person is better than I. So now I express these feelings on a girl’s night and  on my blog. I express these feelings through my playing and music. I pour out this love through admiring all aspects of life so I never have to know that I didn’t appreciate life when I had it. He doesn’t want my love, doesn’t need these words. I wasn’t made to be needed by someone so it is okay that he doesn’t need you. Love him from a distance, by letting him be free. Allow his heart its own autonomy. Love is a funny thing. The greatest love is not what you expect.

I love you Jack Stein. But from now on, it will be with me here and you there.

broughttoyoubytheletterq:

theleeryone:

broughttoyoubytheletterq:

what do you call a dictionary on drugs

If you say addictionary I swear to fucking god I will cut you

I was gonna say ‘high definition’ but yours is better

seedy:

what do u mean “4 minute shower” it takes me 4 minutes to get the water to the right temperature smh

vergiltarian:

sitting down and remembering you left your drink in the kitchen

image